Get To Know About Me #1

Hi, assalamualaikum to my readers who are basically..... only me who read my own post *tears*. It's okay, I am cool with it. Luls

Today is 25th Ramadan 1437 (after maghrib) and alhamdulillah, my sahurs are doing great *not overslept yet, though* and my puasa are all good alhamdulillah. How's yours? 

As usual, bila masuk bulan Ramadan yg suci ini memang rasa sekejap je eventhough sebulan kan. Sebulan tu rasa sekejap. Kalau dulu masa kecil, alahai baru 2 hari puasa dah excited nak raya. Lepastu ponteng. Haha!

Semakin meningkat usia, saya boleh katakan most of us value Ramadan more than just celebrate Raya. Bila Ramadan nak habis, rasa berat sedikit. Raya pun raya, tapi rasa sayang sebab Ramadan dah habis and kita semua rasa tak sabar nak puasa di bulan Ramadan pada tahun hadapan. Kan? ;)

Makanya, sama-sama kita menunaikan ibadah wajib dan sunat agar Ramadan kita sentiasa bermakna bagi setiap tahun. In shaa Allah.


What's with the title up there, mate?
Well yea, it's get to know about me. 

I just came out with this lil idea when I watch few videos on YouTube about this tag. The only difference is I do this post by myself, not because people ask me to do so. Haha.

It's not like I am promoting about "you should get to know about me, this is all facts about me so that you won't mess with me in the future!!!!"

Nope, not like that. We are cool.

It just that I let you know how my attitudes and personality in real life or maybe it just happen when I am alone, or when I notice about it, or maybe my friends told me how I behave based on their observation. 

When it comes to fact, people tends to compile more on "What I don't like/hate is.." rather than "what I love is...", therefore I probably will do more than one post about #GTKAM in the future, in shaa Allah. Ye lah, since I don't have anything to be shared in here therefore I create another chain-post.

In this post, I am going to share 50 facts (or more) about me on what I like/love/do, all more like my likes/attitudes and everything, on what I do etc etc.

Bismillah..

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50 Facts About Me

  1. Born in 13th October 1995 on Friday 1.23PM. I love the timing itself. I don't know why.
  2. An introvert. I don't like to mingle around, which is really bad. Some of my friends misunderstood it by saying I don't like to befriend with them.
  3. I love cats but if it's not mine, I won't be overly attached to them.
  4. Poor communication skills with aunts and uncles, tak pandai buat ayat. Maybe it is because I have 5 sisters to back me up (diorang yang kena nyembang, not me lol)
  5. I treat with love to my social friends and surrounding, including kids. Pretty bad to make kids to like me, but I do love to talk to them when I am comfortable with them. You can say I am afraid to talk with kids, maybe because I believe kids love to attractive things. So.. yea?
  6. A realist, not a dreamy-person. I'm a realist to almost everything, but it does not mean that I am a straightforward person.
  7. Easily get sad if what should be mine or what should I get, does not hit me back :(
  8. Little worry about my friends on almost everything. I don't show my feelings to them. I treat them with love silently. Hahaha.
  9. Not choosy when it comes to food, I eat everything. Eh wait, I don't like gajus, maggie Kari, Asam Pedas and Ayam Black Pepper. However, I eat them when I don't have nothing left.
  10. Afraid of losing the sweetness on a particular moment.
  11. I don't talk and remain silent when I am mad or not in the mood, usually happen during PMS.
  12. Walaupun muka menggambarkan umur, tapi perangai tidak. I am still learning; days by days, time to time.
  13. When I am mad, I am strict.
  14. I can *somehow* detect when people lies. Don't know how.
  15. I can sense my friends' problems with my own speculations. Tapi ada yang kena tekaan, dan ada yang tak kena.
  16. High-egoistic person, but I will lower my ego when I really want/need it.
  17. When it comes to love, kinda bad with it. Never been in a relationship, I guess.
  18. Sometimes, I remember on small little things you said or did in front of me. I observe.
  19. I am not creative, at all.
  20. 3 things that I would always think of when I am alone; family, future and marriage.
  21. Only my family know how egoistic I am, rebel, stubborn and lazy as shit. Yes, I am rebellious
  22. I love to see girls and boys being nice to everyone. Love seeing humble people around me.
  23. I am more likely a.... shy person. 9 out of 10. 10 is when I am at my limit. Nope, I won't tell on what situation it would be. Really shy.
  24. Please don't ask me to cheat on my parents.
  25. When I say I observe people, I really am. And, it will stick in my mind forever. When I say I can sense your attitude either outside or inside, I am definitely can sense and treat you the way you want to be treated. 
  26. I have ugly nails.
  27. Love making videos, but don't really share it on public. 
  28. I love playing instruments (recently) but still tak power. I am still learning in playing guitar and keyboard.
  29. Just recently, love anime. My fav is Naruto. All about Naruto lah. My fav genre is gore.
  30. Love accent so much. I observe and practice accents through videos, movies, anime. Maybe that is why one of my dream job is dubbing. I looooveeeee making various voices, including anime. 
  31. Love to clean things up. Not an organised person, but I love to manage everything so that my day will be good for the next day. As simple as that.
  32. When I am scared or worried, I need someone to accompany me. Sometimes I will do my video editing, assignments and studying in Jayak's room.
  33. I read comics, not novel. Used to love to read novel but only for 2 years (2011-2012) because a person ask me to read Hlovate novel. That's how it starts.
  34. Really hard to move on when it comes to feeling. Its hard to explain.
  35. People might think I am not an initiative person or scared to try on making relationship, but that is just not me. I am scared to move on to the next level. (Related point: no.10)
  36. Kuat cemburu. So I will avoid things that will make me jealous.
  37. I embrace and resemble my mak's appearance and attitudes mostly.
  38. I don't show my inner side to people. I only show it to my family and friends, or you could probably say I only behave the way I am in front of people I comfortable with.
  39. Love a guy with a black-frame spectacles, wearing black watch, and tall. Smile, boy. You could cherish my day.
  40. Love heels but I don't wear it. Selalu cakap dekat mak, nanti cannot run.
  41. Love to try new style in styling shawl. I've trained myself to be looking confidence, rather than looking good and pretty. To me, being confidence is more than looking beautiful.
  42. I don't spend money to value quality, I spend money to value happiness.
  43. Walin taught me to appreciate even small little things. I once had sepit rambut since 2013 and lost it in end of 2015. Plus, I am using my form 5 bag in 2012 to go to class until today.
  44. Penakut. Dan takut lipas to the most.
  45. I don't regret because it will make me sad. That is because I did one thing that make me regret until today :) words like "If only I had done things differently.." are not in my dictionary. I take everything happens as experience and lesson.
  46. I am a basic girl, don't have any specific taste. That's what I always told to Jayak.
  47. Someone influence me to be secretive, and he slowly taught me to be a good person. That is why I don't share few things on public, social medias etc.
  48. Love to eat food panas-panas. Exclude for ABC, Cendol and icecream. Obviously.
  49. Easily fall for a guy who is nice to everyone, not only for a girl he chase.
  50. Love to have a conversation related to criticism, deep thoughts and opinion.
  51. Love to share things when people ask me something.
  52. I don't have any specific favorite; colors, food, taste, bags, shoes, lipstick. But when I have to choose, the only thing that I love is rainy-cloudy day.
  53. Love to hear slow song, vintage and nostalgic. Not particular in lyrics, though. 
  54. Suck at doing things consistently that take weeks/months.
ARE WE DONE?

Read number 21. Haha.

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I think it's not enough to know me only by reading all those facts, but it is somehow you can imagine how I should be like. After all, I am just an ordinary person. Nothing much you can expect from me. Those facts are only what came out in my mind, what I observed on my behavior, on what my family and friends told me how I behave.

Do you know why I blogging? That is because I share my inner thoughts and feelings to you, virtually. I don't share it out loud in real life, because I am a realist. The only way on how I can tolerate my inner thoughts is by writing. Write about what I feel, what I want, what I love and hate. Things like that are not common for me to talk about it in real life.

I remember I keep asking apologies to my friend because I wanted to tell her about my feelings that is.. you know.. that has Islamic elements.. but I feel a lil bit awkward to talk about it. So, nak taknak kena juga cerita depan2. Takkan nak suruh dia check WhatsApp and chatting there instead of having conversation face-to-face? LOL. It just that I am not capable to say what's my inner thought and feelings out loud. I don't like to be stuck in an awkward moment. I feel like "that's not me..". Maybe I am not an easy person to make a confession.

 Did you get what I am trying to say? Haha. Shy ah to explain it in detail, so hopefully you at least get the idea..?

And yes, that is why I love to write. You know, it's lame if a person has blog and diary but that are the only places where I speak to myself. I speak about my feelings that only Allah and myself can feel :)

With writing, I can smile, laugh, cry, mad. I can make more than one confession to it. I can be fully and truly myself with it.
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Alright. I think that's all from me. Battery laptop pun nak habis ni. All these facts are some random facts that I got from just looking at myself, playing with my cat, had a conversation with Mak and that's it.

Maybe we can talk about #GTKAM on the next post. Hopefully. Haha!
Apa-apapun, Selamat Menyambut Ramadan!

Peace out.

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  1. helo, how can i reach you? saya nak tanya awak tentang entry post 3rd intake awak tu. urgent sgt! :)

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